no matter how hard we all try things always get messy and messed up. it’s like fighting the Nothing or the Darkness, raging for the light. of coursey on a horsey, it’s worth it but goddamnit sometimes.
no matter how hard I try to make sensible romantic choices i can’t seem to fall in love with anyone who is free to fall in love with me. and bravely maintaining friendships can be a bit crushing at times. (today just might be one of those times, yes oh yes indeed.)
and no matter who I disappoint, no matter who I please, there will never cease to be windy days like these.
p.s. I think I shall get my tattoo next week while I’m on holiday from work. stay tuned.
p.p.s. I’ve just finished A Wrinkle in Time and add it to that list of books for my unborn children’s library.
p.p.p.s. free sandwiches are nice when you’re feeling broke and blue.